I guess we are pass the honeymoon stage, huh?
The cute messages and the day long conversations is over
Calling every night has cease
And dialogues that lasted a whole day, abruptly muted.
I’m not going to lie, I am not sure how to feel.
I feel like I never know where your mind is at
And when I speak up and explain my concerns
I am the only one that addresses the disconnect.
It’s surreal you know, cause I still get butterflies I still smile at the thought of you, That your love still makes me weak. I’ve cried about how beautiful our love was And how society will never comprehend Has my egocentric nature turned you off? See, I feel that there is another party Maybe an old somebody…? Then again, I always let my thoughts consume me With the flaws of me… Space is not on our side And distance will only grow Right now the only time I get an I miss you or love you, is if it’s reciprocal I am not scared of the change,
I just want to understand
I am in a union, but on the outside looking in
Problems are isolated incidents is this the path we are taking….? No rectifying, just lies to the face. Forced conversations No communications
Limited interactions
I just miss you so bad it hurts…but if this a loss
I will experience a new level of hurt
…in my head, your love is on repeat…
