Whose standards are you living by?
And imma be frank, I projected that on to you guys. Being dissatisfied with your journey makes you lash out on the ppl nearest you because you can’t define where the stagnation is coming from…because you never defined the direction for self. And maybe it’s that we know those who love us will forgive our actions and words we choose to let our demons be known.
Today, I realized I am not living my truth. Since I haven’t define what success means and feels to me I have been disenfranchising myself. I never truly saw why I went in these cycles. I would be hella inspired & motivated and it would turn into self deprecation . It made it so I never finished what I started or I wasnt a woman of my word. Completely codependent because I was crippled by my ignorance of self.
I was racing a clock that was never mine. Creating a world outside myself. Judging a fish by the standards of an elephant. Sometimes it isn’t that we lack genius or intellect, but where we choose to apply it isn’t home.
So again, who’s standards are you living by?
